[Verse 1]

Growing up, I never had a lot of money

I never had a phone, always was a little hungry

Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing

I was ten back then

I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes

I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse

And every time I fell I would blame it on myself

Even if it was an accident

[Pre-Chorus]

Maybe it's not what I want

Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks

But I'll be damned if I don't stop, and, honestly, why not?

When nobody gives a fuck?

[Chorus]

But sometimes I just can't help myself

I wanna givе up trying and start doing something else

Somеtimes I just get overwhelmed

I know it's in my mind, but I think I need some help

[Verse 2]

Sometimes I just can't help myself, I was an outcast

Thrown out to dry and get laughed at

Too shy to talk about home

I always thought life was supposed to be cold

And, oh, I've been so lost without hope

I got a window in my head, it's a casket

You know I be wishing I was dead, but I mask it

[Pre-Chorus]

Maybe it's not what I want

Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks

But I'll be damned if I don't stop, and, honestly, why not?

When nobody gives a fuck?

[Chorus]

But sometimes I just can't help myself

I wanna give up trying and start doing something else

Sometimes I just get overwhelmed

I know it's in my mind, but I think I need some help

[Bridge]

Because it's all I know, my hands around my throat

Pray that I won't let go this time around

But every single time I try to shut my eyes

I see the reason why I'm not alone

[Chorus]

Sometimes I just can't

But sometimes I just can't help myself

I wanna give up trying and start doing something else

Sometimes I just get overwhelmed

I know it's in my mind, but I think I need some help

Sometimes I just can't help myself

[Outro]

(I think we got it)