LoveSick - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Hey, I heard you're doing better, never knew you as a quitter

And I'm glad you're doin' okay

I don't know if you remember all the times you wrote me letters

And I think you took me out in fifth grade

And I think I told you no, I said I wanna take it slow

And I also called you gross to your face

But I think everybody knows it was just a funny joke

So do you wanna go on that date?

Ooh, I've been feeling quite amazing

Flying kites with you

Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself

It ain't good for my health

But I spend nights thinkin' of you

I write you songs when I miss you

I promise I'll be there to help

Though I might need a ride

You keep catchin' my eyes

Even when I'm terrified

Can't get you off of my mind

Oh, I've been feeling faded 'cause I'm fiending on the Hennessy

Tell everyone I made it, though I'm miles from where I want to be

I told my story countless times to all these fucking companies

I used to be a worthless piece of shit, a boy with issues, see

I've changed throughout this year so much the "Who" I was, you won't believe

Obsessed with being normal, faking cordial actions, fantasies

Of situations playing out so perfect like the movie scenes

I want to take my mask off, but I'm scared because I'll never be enough for me

I think I'm losing grip on sanity