[Verse 1]

I was patient

But you're far too late and I stopped waiting

But this nostalgia's gonna break me

Hate that I care about you lately

[Verse 2]

I kept my distance

Tried to forget 'bout your existence

But it's hard when you're the one who made me

Despite you never having raised me

[Pre-Chorus]

Now everything is black and beige

Never used to be this cold here

My friends are askin' how I am

But we don't have to go thеre

Everything is black and beigе

Never used to be this quiet

But seeing you reminds me why the world's no longer vibrant

[Chorus]

Your silence spoke at volumes

You showed how much you cared

When I was rotting in my bedroom

And I wished that you were there

Your timing is atrocious

It's been a hundred years

And I waited and accepted

That we'd never meet again

[Verse 3]

Not what I'm used to

Being so bitter but I have to

Naivety is off the table

There's safety in the way I hate you

[Pre-Chorus]

Now everything is black and beige

Never used to be this cold here

My friends are askin' how I am

But I don't wanna go there

Everything is black and beige

Never used to be this quiet

I thought this would be over now

But no, not in the slightest

[Chorus]

Your silence spoke at volumes

You showed how much you cared

When I was rotting in my bedroom

I wish that you were there

Your timing is atrocious

It's been a hundred years

And I waited and accepted

That we'd never meet again

[Post-Chorus]

Did you have your fun in Vegas?

Always high and entertained

Guess the mask that you were wearing got too hard to keep maintained

Your timing is atrocious

A century too late

And I waited and expected

That we'd never meet again

[Bridge]

I know you're lonely

I would hold you but it burns me

To let you in again

Means I would have to hurt me

I know you're lonely

I would hold you but it burns me

To let you in again

Means I would have to hurt me

[Outro]

One ripple in the ocean

Caused destruction of the land

To you, it didn't matter

You were everything I had

You left, I lost my balance

I'm relearning how to stand

And I'm trying hard to hate you

I can't do this shit again