[Verse 1]

Yeah, aye

I miss my homies, haven’t seen them in like five years

Nine years, been taken with fake friends and shit i’m tired

This year i’m sitting by a tree, writing this nonsense

Screaming my lungs out, but all i’m hearing is the silence

Quiet, but in my head I hear sirens

Feel like i’m bleeding out my ears, my thoughts full of violence

The devil in me tryna get the fuck out, but I hide it

Got a lot of fake bitches who I hate but I “ride with”

I feel fucking numb and I don’t know how to describe it

Don’t got nobody to tell my thoughts to so I write it

Keep it to myself cause ain’t nobody seen this side yet

Ain’t seen the side of me who got murder on her mind, yeah

[Bridge]

I swear ima die young

O.D. on some codeine

Fill my lungs up til’ I fly up

Momma, if I die young, know that I got closure

I wish I knew right from wrong, I wish that I was sober

Cause mama I ain’t growing up, i’m getting older

I’m sweating but I swear everyday keep on getting colder

I just want to close my eyes and wait until it’s over

Ma, I wish I was stronger I wish that I was sober

[Verse 2]

Yeah, I miss my homies haven’t seen them in like five years

Nine years, been faking with a smile and shit im tired

Lost it, drowning in the smoke til’ i’m unconscious

Blood on my wrist so my heart beat is silent

Problem child

Quiet, fucking violent

Feel like i’m bleeding out my ears, my thoughts full of violence

The devil in me tryna get the fuck out, but I hide it

Got a lot of fake bitches who I hate but I “ride with”

I’m fucking numb, can’t speak my truth so I just

Lied

Don’t got nobody to tell my thoughts to so I write it

Keep it to myself cause ain’t nobody seen this side yet

Ain’t seen the side of me who got murder on her mind, yeah

[Outro]

I been on this shit since 2000-1-4

Born with disappointment tatted on my torso