Released on May 26, 2023

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[Verse 1]

Thought that maybe when I made it here

I’d reset, hoping I’d see clear

Never knew that it could get this far

Now half my friends are battle scars

Spent a couple days in my hometown

Used to love this place now it has no sound

Suns setting over who I was

And the things I loved


[Pre-Chorus]

Now I'm on my own

In a city of gold

Propped up by west coast thrills

And my fear of being alone


[Chorus]

I could stay, I could leave

But it's all entropy

It's a night or three weeks

And I'm back on the street

Give me hate, give me love

Give me feelings to numb

Bite your lip, hold your tongue

Are we still having fun?


[Verse 2]

Maybe we should just get outta here

Maybe I should just disappear

Can't tell if I'm lying when I tell myself I'm happy here

I keep saying I should take some time

Take a second, figure out who I am

But every month when I'm at my end

I'm back again, and I pretend


[Pre-Chorus]

That I'm on my own

In this city of gold

Tried dressing up as myself

To make this hell feel like home


[Chorus]

I could stay, I could leave

But it's all entropy

It's a night or three weeks

And I'm back on the street

Give me hate, give me love

Give me feelings to numb

Bite your lip, hold your tongue

Are we still having fun?


[Instrumental Bridge]


[Chorus]

I could stay, I could leave

But it's all entropy

It's a night or three weeks

And I'm back on the street

Give me hate, give me love

Give me feelings to numb

Bite your lip, hold your tongue

Are we still having fun?


[Outro]

Are we still having fun?

Give me hate, give me love

Give me feelings to numb

Are we still having fun?