I look into the future

Blind man I am, it seems

Haunted by visions, despair

I live inside my dreams

I cannot create

I cannot vibrate

Overstimulate

My synapses

This is not me, the mirror lies

I cannot bear the weight, I cannot stand the size

I'm knee deep

In this misery

I'm knee deep

And I can't see

I feel divided

My wholeness I can't place

Lost in doubt

Between hatred and disgrace

Death awaits, the final mystery

Something new it will be

I wait for something no more

I found what searched for me