"I am Castiel

And I am an angel of the Lord!

I am the one that held you tight and raised you

From the grip of perdition!"

Distress grips my soul

And I still feel the void of darkness

The rack of hellish torture

Has been set as my bed of nails and razors

The continuous thorn, twisting and carving

Is somehow eternal

And I just can't rest at all

Now I'm harvesting grief, sorrow, anguish

And all those heart devouring feelings that you can name

I can't tell what's the problem

And even less the solution!

It's like going berserk, from day to night to day

Lose my mind and my body all the way to Hell

Coming back, like being pulled by an angel!

Divided, dismantled, erased and rebuilt

Forgotten, abolished, created and sanctified!

I can't tell what's wrong

Or why I from went side to side!

I am freaking and hallucinating

I can't tell if this is real or not

Divided, dismantled, erased and rebuilt