Gotta Admit

By ACJayC

On Kokai

Released on July 9, 2021

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[Intro]

Gotta admit, that uh

Shh, uh


[Chorus]

Gotta admit, sometimes I feel old

Like a man in a young boy soul

Like a grumpy ol’ fella who be hating on the new

I be hating on the news, be getting my moms depressed

It be adding extra stress, gotta admit

Gotta admit, I been living life in fear

Tryna hold on to my tears, tryna make art with a smear

Tryna look out for my peers


[Verse 1]

I been living in my own world, let me introduce you to my mental

Been visiting my orthodontist like a dental

Getting my teeth straight, so I can finally get my facts straight

I need healing like a backpain (gotta admit, I be feeling lost, without you)

I need some guidance to hold my hand, couldn’t walk a lonely man

Still need to know the in’s & out’s, don’t know what all this about

But I’m not chasing no clout, listen to me now

I’m growing older by thе second, but I feel grand, man I meant it (no lies, damn)

No liеs, although it was the only way to get away alive, sometimes

Sometimes, I look into my own eyes, like “someday (my nigga)

You gonna die!” So you claim your last cry, so wave your last goodbye

Anything could happen, sure my homie I fathom


[Chorus]


[Verse 2]

My damn, my damn

Yeah I gotta admit, I never really cared about your chick

I never really cared about your clique, I never really cared about your tricks

Couldn’t care less about your girl doing handstands, can I do it?

Yes, I can. But that’s not part of the plan, all the way from SA

I say “how are you fam?”

How are you, man? My homie, Robs I miss you

Was hard going over it without issue, wasn’t too long before I saw it through

Now we be chilling with a new crew, yeah cause we the new dudes

Tryna make the dreams come true, but another homies on they downfall

What a fricking tough call, they gon’ run outta breath to use


[Outro]

Damn, that was hard!