I don’t wanna remember

Tried to push it away

It pokes like injectors

Don’t want it to stay

But it fucks up my heartbeat

No matter what

Turn off my mind

Just for eternity

But I still remember

Can’t get out of this

Why the hell did I push her?

I panicked and pushed her

I’ve been a monstrous person

Just wanna run

I need my mind

If I don’t wanna die

But it fucks up my heartbeat

No matter what

Turn off my mind

Just for eternity

But I still remember

Can’t get out of this

Why the hell did I push her?

I panicked and pushed her

She didn’t get up from the floor

She didn’t

Get up, up, up

Up

Oh

Wish I could take it all back

But I still have remorse

Turn off my mind

Just for eternity

But I still remember

Can’t get out of this

Why the hell did I push her?

I panicked and pushed her

Nothing will be better