(I been in the background far too long

Now and then I wonder if I'm too far gone

Fuck about the past tense

Things are always different

Nothing ever makes sense

Yuh yuh yuh)

I been in the background far too long

Now and then I wonder if I'm too far gone

Fuck about the past tense

Things are always different

Nothing ever makes sense (Yuh yuh yuh)

Angel on my shoulder don’t know what to say

Never going home while I waste away

Nights like these all feel the same

Can’t go back to yesterday

I can hear the voices calling me

Am I really where I want to be?

Cause I can’t deal with people doubting me

It just gets hard with my own thoughts

I feel like they’re surrounding me

Five years right down the drain

Now they’re wasted

Feels like I’m going insane gotta face it

Things start to happen faster than I take it

So close to answers I can almost taste it

Came a long way from working in the basement

Things start to change once you’re worried bout a placement

They always try to tell you the music’s what you make it

But how can I move on when I’m scared of my creation

I waste a lot of time and I’m not proud

I’m so busy trying to figure this all out

There’s a lot of far conversations

I woke up late don’t have the motivation right now

(Don’t have the motivation right now)

I still don’t care that I’m here without you

I just need some time off to myself

I thought that I was done with this in high school

But now I’ve just become somebody else

Sorry if I’m not who you want me to be

I have no more room for negativity

I’m doing what I want with no apology

Turn the spotlight on so you all can see

(I’ve been in the background so long

Everything is so loud

Where did I go wrong

Wasted

Five years right down the drain

Now they’re wasted

Feels like I’m going insane gotta face it

Things start to happen faster than I take it

So close to answers I can almost taste it)

I been in the background far too long

Now and then I wonder if I'm too far gone

Fuck about the past tense

Things are always different

Nothing ever makes sense (Yuh yuh yuh)

Angel on my shoulder don’t know what to say

Never going home while I waste away

Nights like these all feel the same

Can’t go back to yesterday

(Nights like these all feel the same

Can’t go back to yesterday)