[Intro]

(Nothing ever felt the same)

('Nother dose, chemicals always meltin' in my brain)

(I can't even feel my pulse, everything could slip away)

(Sick of holding onto hope, anything to numb the pain)

('Cause I've never been this low-)

[Chorus]

Nothing ever felt the same

'Nother dose, chemicals always meltin' in my brain

I can't even feel my pulse, everything could slip away

Sick of holding onto hope, anything to numb the pain

'Cause I've never been this low, now my body's in decay

So dramatic, hesitate but now I've had it

Can't escape, it's all so tragic, not a saint, just let me vanish

Think I'm done with holding on, now I can't survive

Couldn't fight it all along, right behind my eyes

[Verse 1]

Gave what I got, that's important

But I'll take every shot, that's a warnin'

I don't wanna feel, I'll get better in the mornin'

Am I even real? All this pressure I'm ignorin'

Turn depression, into side effects

Stopping now is out of question, there's no time for this

Backing out is just a message, I can't fight against

Shut it down and take dependence, that's alright I guess

[Pre-Chorus]

Days turn to nothing, a new kind of hell

Slowly becoming a shell of myself

Easier running from anyone's help

Anyone's help

[Chorus]

Nothing ever felt the same

'Nother dose, chemicals always meltin' in my brain

I can't even feel my pulse, everything could slip away

Sick of holding onto hope, anything to numb the pain

'Cause I've never been this low, now my body's in decay

So dramatic, hesitate but now I've had it

Can't escape, it's all so tragic, not a saint, just let me vanish

Think I'm done with holding on, now I can't survive

Couldn't fight it all along, right behind my eyes

[Verse 2]

I'm off that, took away the pain, but now I don't really trust that

Something in me changed, now it's getting time to cut back

Spiraled the way, had me terrified

Couldn't handle the weight, now I'm paralyzed

One too many, I can't breathe

Feel so empty, Incomplete

All this envy makes me seethe

Could you end me, set me free

[Pre-Chorus]

Days turn to nothing, a new kind of hell

Slowly becoming a shell of myself

Easier running from anyone's help

Anyone's help

[Chorus]

Nothing ever felt the same

'Nother dose, chemicals always meltin' in my brain

I can't even feel my pulse, everything could slip away

Sick of holding onto hope, anything to numb the pain

'Cause I've never been this low, now my body's in decay

So dramatic, hesitate but now I've had it

Can't escape, it's all so tragic, not a saint, just let me vanish

Think I'm done with holding on, now I can't survive

Couldn't fight it all along, right behind my eyes