[Chorus]

Last night I decided that I cared for the last time

'Cause this life was never fair, but that's alright

Sick of hiding while I stare from the sidelines

(Sick of hiding while I stare from the-)

Too comfortable, the world ain't what it seems

That trust was all a veil for this disease

Don't be surprised if you don't hear from me

I'm dead inside, there's nothing left to leave

[Verse 1]

No one asked me what I wanted, I don't think I can do this

I've just been putting up a front, it's barely getting me through this

Feels like my body's getting crushed and I'm expected to prove it

I should've listened to my gut 'cause now I'm too scared to lose it

Didn't get the message, guess this

Couldn't be avoided, now I'm desperate

Reckless, always get exploited, don't try me

Lost my edge guess I have bad timing

Got revenge, putting this behind me

[Bridge]

Now I've done it

Sat around and waited when I knew it wasn't coming

Now I'm everything I hate and I got everything I've wanted

I still make the same mistakes so let me go before I plummet

(Let me go before I-)

[Chorus]

Last night I decided that I cared for the last time

'Cause this life was never fair, but that's alright

Sick of hiding while I stare from the sidelines

(Sick of hiding while I stare from the-)

Too comfortable, the world ain't what it seems

That trust was all a veil for this disease

Don't be surprised if you don't hear from me

I'm dead inside, there's nothing left to leave

[Verse 2]

Gotta keep my head low (Gotta keep my head low)

There's a lot of men who want me dead

I should worry about myself though (I should worry about myself though)

It's a miracle I haven't gave up yet

Always manic and I swear I hate it

Scared like nothings ever sacred

They don't even try just avoid me for being complicated

I missed every opportunity, there's nothing you can do for me

Just leave me out to die, understand it isn't new to me

But who's that standing in my mirror? I don't think I'm seeing clear or

Now I have a poltergeist insisting I should reconsider

Cut my throat and break the cycle, been so long since I could smile

Finally think my heart is mine but part of me is in denial

[Pre-Chorus]

(Last night I decided that I cared for the last time)

('Cause this life was never fair, but that's alright)

(Sick of hiding while I stare from the sidelines)

(Sick of hiding while I stare)

[Chorus]

Last night I decided that I cared for the last time

'Cause this life was never fair, but that's alright

Sick of hiding while I stare from the sidelines

(Sick of hiding while I stare from the-)

Too comfortable, the world ain't what it seems

That trust was all a veil for this disease

Don't be surprised if you don't hear from me

I'm dead inside, there's nothing left to leave