[Intro]

Haven't slept quite the same

Since we fell out

Traded friends for the fame

Like a sellout

Gave it all away

For some brighter days

In the end they all act like

I’m dead now

[Chorus]

Haven't slept quite the same since we fell out

Traded friends for the fame, like a sellout

Gave it all away for some brighter days

In the end they all act like I’m dead now

I deserve it, wasn’t in the plan

I can tell for certain, there’s no second chance

Vision started blurring, stuck inside a trance

Was any of it worth it, blood is on my hands

[Verse]

Sick of everybody trynna say what’s best for me

My anxiety is gonna be the death of me

I can’t stop

Losing everyone who’s close to me

Cut me off

Cause this isn’t how I'm supposed to be

I can’t handle it, I felt heaven sent

But it wasn’t to my benefit

All that I regret

Makes my state of mind irrelevant

The words I never said keep playing over and it’s evident

That this could be the end, but that’s okay because I welcome it

Yeah, yeah

I’m not all convinced

Some days I'd just rather be anonymous

Think I try too hard, I don’t wanna miss

Might’ve lost my prime, not an optimist

[Bridge]

Anywhere I go, I feel incomplete

Bad thoughts take a toll, Not news to me

Feel it in my bones, where they've taken me

I’m a whole different soul than I used to be

[Chorus]

Haven't slept quite the same since we fell out

Traded friends for the fame, like a sellout

Gave it all away for some brighter days

In the end they all act like I’m dead now

I deserve it, wasn’t in the plan

I can tell for certain, there’s no second chance

Vision started blurring, stuck inside a trance

Was any of it worth it, blood is on my hands