All for nothing if I cause my own demise

My own demise

[Chorus]

Lately, I don't even feel like trying (trying)

My thoughts won't listen to my eyes (to my eyes)

Some things come with a silver lining (lining)

All for nothing if I cause my own demise (my own demise)

[Verse]

Three screens tell me who I am

White walls dark at 2 am

Can't breathe, growing cold again-

And if I fall I'll crawl 'till I break my hands

Run away, never look back, yeah

I couldn't handle the fact that I'm nowhere near where I'm supposed to be

So many years in the making

Thought it was mine for the taking

I can't compare with anything I see

There's so much that I'll never know

Overwhelmed, I guess I'll go for broke

[Bridge]

From heartbreaks to breakthroughs

I break down, no issue

I'm sorry it fell through

Wish I didn't have to go

[Chorus]

Lately, I don't even feel like trying (trying)

My thoughts won't listen to my eyes (to my eyes)

Some things come with a silver lining (lining)

All for nothing if I cause my own demise (my own demise)