Released on August 27, 2021

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[Chorus]

Everything is

Falling apart

I can't believe this

It feels like my head and my heart

Have disagreements

Should've known it right from the start

That I was dreaming

I could never hear the alarms

And now I'm bleeding

Watched in horror

Turned my passion into torture

Feel the ashes getting warmer

I said to myself

I'd chase this feeling

Now nobody else

Can stop my bleeding


[Verse 1]

It’s hard to let go

Turn back time, but

I'm losing myself

Between blurred lines

My head's in the clouds

I can’t stop dreaming

I'm losing myself

I get these feelings

Over again

And over again

I'm sick of tryna play and prеtend

I'm not getting bettеr

Choices always play with my head

Can’t handle the pressure

I'll just be a victim instead

Cause none of it matters

What’s the secret?

In a strange place

Counting all the weekends

Can you blame me?

Really thought I made it

Feel the same way

Every time I'm bleeding

Right now


[Chorus]

Everything is

Falling apart

I can't believe this

It feels like my head and my heart

Have disagreements

Should've known it right from the start

That I was dreaming

I could never hear the alarms

And now I'm bleeding

Watched in horror

Turned my passion into torture

Feel the ashes getting warmer

I said to myself

I'd chase this feeling

Now nobody else

Can stop my bleeding


[Verse 2]

Sound the alarms

Thought I played it the safest

But I took it too far

All the days that I wasted

It’s not in me to stop

I could never escape this

(I could never escape this)

It’s a jump from who I am

To who I want to be

I go on cause I could never stand

A soul who doubted me

It's out of my control

Cause I keep feeding

Off the energy

Just waiting for the moment

When it ceases

That’s end of me

But I've been way too stressed

I can’t rest in peace

Knowing my next step

Might be the last for me

So I take my time

While the stakes increase

Am I out of my mind?

Guess we’ll wait and see


[Chorus]

Everything is

Falling apart

I can't believe this

It feels like my head and my heart

Have disagreements

Should've known it right from the start

That I was dreaming

I could never hear the alarms

And now I'm bleeding

Watched in horror

Turned my passion into torture

Feel the ashes getting warmer

I said to myself

I'd chase this feeling

Now nobody else

Can stop my bleeding