Spiderwebs - Intellectual

[Chorus]

Bitch don’t play with me cause you’d be playing with fire

Either way you know that I’m just an outsider

I can’t find a home but I have cigarettes and a lighter

Deep inside my heart there’s only webs from the spiders

Let me down, I’ll be the one to say sorry

I say I’m better off alone but I’m tired of being lonely

I love the way these chemicals are killing me softly

I know that shit ain’t right but’s fucking better than nothing

Existential dread lurking in the back of my head

Yeah often times I wonder if living is really worth it

Existential dread lurking in the back of my head

Yeah often times I wonder if living is really worth it

Tonight

Ima just get high

Forget about my problems and my life

A party me, myself and I all night

Leave the evil voice aside

I’ll turn off all the lights

My favorite pills, my favorite wine

My favorite music loud and bright

Perkys, red wine, no one loves me

Raindrops, sadness, I feel nauseaus

I’m a burden, I’m a junkie

Benzos, hydros, I’ll never be loved