I can’t take the gas or throttle I just push and go

Can’t ever see me with the average I’m a different zone

When I was yearning off my back I got it on my own

When I was fighting all my demons did you care to know?

When I was tryna take my life I had one friend to phone

And I didn’t hear from any bro when I was on the low

And in this world full of badness can you trust a soul

I’m always on the outside I got nowhere where I feel at home

I’m just a poor little rich kid tryna change my zone

I’m just a poor little rich kid all I had was hope

I’m taking pills for my depression yeah I’m highеr than most

I’m staying active I can’t bare to have my mind alonе

I’m hearing things that I can’t see, I swear I’m tripping though

And there’s a couple sides to me man how you toss a stone

Feel like I’m running in my mind man I can’t let it show

And when my girlfriend took her life I watched me shatter slow

I couldn’t sleep and I was scared I swear you left me bro

I close my eyes and see you hanging it torments my soul

I guess I understand your reasons but you just let me go

Girl I was on my way to see you when they called my phone

And I just copped them retro j’s because you wanted those

Cos we been speaking on the phone before they called my phone

I made a playlist did you like it too? I’m so sorry for the world and what it did to you

I cried to heavens but I knew you wasn’t pulling through

Thought I’d save us even promised with that pinkie too

But I was only 19 and I was broken too

They know I got the purest heart this world just made me lose

I just been joyriding my past like it was santa cruise

And I can’t take the gas off throttle I don’t plan to lose

I’m feeling lifeless all my war wounds I can show you proof

My therapist don’t understand I’d rather bill a zoot

And now this weed don’t get me high so now I’m billing two

And I don’t care about anyone I got no points to prove

I didn’t get to pick my lane but bro I tie my shoes

And I ain’t got no license but I still drive and cruise

And chop my lines up because I ain’t stopping boo

Sippin’ henny feeling jelly because I ain’t in the mood

Woulda thought the comma’s help my crack a smile or two

My guy couldn’t buy you peace but I’m settled so

I’m just an ordinary kid just on a different road

I’m always local round the corner all my kitties know

Put my mind into my lyca it’s a demon phone

Went from a pauper to some quarters flying shots like Kobe

Hundred racks is some light change I bust a quarter fold

See some brothers doing time because they bredrins told

Whatever happened to the code embedded on the roads

Feds will bribe you anything to make you rat on bro

Cannot bribe me anything I cannot work to own

Watched it crumble from beneath me because I slipped on road

They sent the AR to my mumsies because we known for those

I’m sorry mum I’m just a victim of the life I chose

And I guess it’s just my past to protect my zone

I’m just an ordinary kid just on a different road

I pour the henny for the pain and I’m just sipping loads

I’m up in Hatton with no accountant and I’m good for those

You got a bust down in that vid and we know you borrowed those

Still beating all my odds I call it trap galore

Trap galore birds all Dior I do it though

You know 36 is my sponsor, white girl always TT I give her contour

I’m up In essex, know they love it up in Romford

My diligence a problem I came for commas

Look out for area codes that shit a problem

This is my intro and how I prosper