For me its always like this

The room is constantly ablaze

I let it torture me in a myriad of painful ways

And I bet your life is picture perfect, and yet you could never get the framing right

I wish you'd see yourself but I guess there's no end in sight

And it comes in waves

Subtle at first but then it shows me its ugly face

I know where your intentions lie

And I know that you want me to die

And if you want to wear my skin so bad you'll have to skin me alive

So if you want to kill me now you better shoot (Shoot)

Because if you miss me I won't miss you (Miss you)

And we both know exactly how its gonna end (How it's gonna end)

Because we both know you're not my friend

So if you want to kill me now you better shoot (Better shoot)

Because we both know who's telling the truth (Telling the truth)

And you can try your best to hide but you know its true (True)

That I'm a better me than you

But it comes in waves

Subtle at first and now its clear as all fucking day

I think my soul is heading south

I stand before the open mouth

I want to stop but I am crying 'cause I don't know how

I slam my fist against my head

Blame god and wish that I was dead

I do not want your fucking help, I only want bloodshed

Repay me now

In your fucking blood

And my fucking skin

Get fucked