[Verse 1]

Many talk, but they haven’t lived my life

Even if they put my shoes on, they wouldn’t survive

You don’t know what I seen through these eyes

I seen Hell take over in just one night

Too many touch a pipe, then it’s good night

Lost too many to the little smoke, why?

Lookin’ up to the sky askin’ God: Why?

Why you take my brothers (Up to the sky?)

Everyday I wake up—I count that as a blessin’

A lot up on my plate, so you know that I’m stressin’

Been more funerals than they have been weddings

Shit gets depressin’

I miss ‘em on the daily

Thinkin’ of my brother boy, Matt like crazy

Remember all the times run amok when we were babies

When I had to go to your funeral, brother it breaked me

Start of 2020, yeah, it’s been crazy

Man eats a bat, now we stuck at home

We lose more to suicide every year—that’s something the media Don’t want you to know

Rest In Peace, Steven, and my brother, Akes

Your family loved you, and my heart aches

I put this work in to hope to make youse proud of me

I ain’t givin’ up, I hope youse lookin’ down at me

I’ll have people screamin’ for my autograph while I’m chilling on the 5-storey balcony

Big dreams, my brother you know I’ll make it happen

So keep them minds on me, keep them cameras flashin’

I ain’t goin’ back to my old ways—I won’t let it happen

I’m seekin’ for change; let my movement speak my actions

[Chorus]

I look up to the sky

Miss my brother boys every day and every night

Thinkin’ of the fun shit we did back in the day

I pray that they’re lookin’ down over me and they’re okay

Ay

I look up to the sky

Miss my brother boys every day and every night

Thinkin’ of the fun shit we did back in the day

I pray that they’re lookin’ down over me and they’re okay

[Verse 2]

Ay

I’ve been feeling like I lost a plot lately

Feeling like the world’s just out here to break me

Rest In Peace...The life can get crazy

I cherish our memories that I’m havin’ on the daily

If you’re feelin’ alone, just hit me with a message

And I’ll pick up my phone

I’ve seen too many brothers walk down that road

It’s always the happy ones

And it breaks my heart

I wish I could’ve known that they felt left in the dark

I would’ve help them be the light and the spark

I don’t wanna see another brother pass

So spread that love and positivity, and make it last

[Chorus]

I look up to the sky

Miss my brother boys every day and every night

Thinkin’ of the fun shit we did back in the day

I pray that they’re lookin’ down over me and they’re okay

Ay

I look up to the sky

Miss my brother boys every day and every night

Thinkin’ of the fun shit we did back in the day

I pray that they’re lookin’ down over me and they’re okay

[Outro]

Zero Emcee. I know sometimes you go through a hard time. But you know, there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Rest in peace, (?), rest in peace Akes, rest in peace, Steven, and rest in peace to my boy, Matty Harris