[Intro]
(No)
I feel your hands latched on my throat
Why do I keep you close to me?
[Verse 1]
How many times do you think I'll swear
That I'll keep coming back
Even though you won't care
[Pre-Chorus]
Until I'm gone
I'll watch you wish upon a mega star
And in the end we'll fall
Across the sky to give you everything
You fucking wanted all
Is this the part where you keep begging me
To just accept your flaws?
Your motherfuckin' faults
[Chorus]
And when I hide behind a closed door
I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more
Don't tell me you think I could fucking show more
I'm anxious and I'm so sure
That I'm better when I'm left alone
[Post-Chorus]
I know I'm better when I'm left alone
I said I'm better when I'm left alone
[Verse 2]
I do better when I can forget about you
That's the deepest cut I won't cover
No need for love, I won't suffer
I don't bleed the same as no others
So what the fuck you want from me but lots of company?
But I don't smile when you sit in front of me
Expectin' love right after what you've done to me
The day you die, yeah, they defeat the one you see
Is it my fault? Blurring up the same lines
Can't read 'em when the pain dries
We been livin' on the same lies
So that shit don't matter now, does it?
Remember how we were tryna save us, now fuck it
I can keep on and on about nothin'
'Cause whenever you would try to change me, I wasn't
[Bridge]
Gonna leave me to grace you
We need to face truth
Breathe deep, escape you
Knees weak, I may lose
Off of fucking fate to break through
But I know I'm gonna make it through the night
I don't give a fuck about a fight
I've been putting up with it my whole life
So you need to stay the fuck away from lyin'
[Chorus]
And when I hide behind a closed door
I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more
Don't tell me you think I could fucking show more
I'm anxious and I'm so sure
That I'm better when I'm left alone
[Post-Chorus]
I'm better when I'm left the fuck alone
I'm better when I'm left the fuck alone
[Outro]
(Feel your hands latched on my throat)
I'm better when I'm left the fuck alone
(I keep you close to me)
I said I'm better when I'm left alone