Dark Therapy - Intellectual

Verse 1:

I got women on their knees and they hoping I'm gon' be fillin' 'em

Men are on their knees and they hoping I won't be killin' 'em

People looking up to me so devoted to listening

And lately I'm feeling like I'm a God

I think there might be something, a Holy Ghost that is entering

They're kneeling right in front of me holding rosaries and the beads

You're bleeding from the cuts and I'm holding open your injuries

And sending a picture right to your squad

The heater gеtting tucked in a overcoat with the tеndency

To reach into the front and I blow a hole and I end it

Eat the beat until I'm stuffed and I'm overflowing with sentences

And maybe that's why I'm a little odd

I put my penis in the butts of these hoes and it won't be exiting

I leave it 'til it's stuck and it's swollen until they sever it

The needle sews it up and I woke up a whole new gender

Better believe it, I'm ready to get it on

Reaching for the money and going over percentages

I'm reading through the book all the notes I wrote with the pen in it

Even if you look every moment over a century

Don't think that you will ever see no one flowing so intricate

You don't even get it bitch you don't know what you're dealing with

I be focused on winning and overdosing on Ritalin

They get thrown off the edge of a motor boat to be swimming I'm

Floating over my enemies in a pond

I think I'm missing some of my chromosomes and I'm mentally depleted just enough to opening newer senses

I think about just leaving and going but never get to

Like a piece of me is stuck in a portal to new dimensions

Creatures waking up when I'm home alone in my bedroom

Put some liquor in the cup and then pour some more for the dead ones

I think I've been in love with this sort of flow for a minute

So the people that discover me call me goat when I end it

Chorus:

It ain't too easy trying to stay dodging rain drops

I look around and it's all that I see

I just do me I don't care bout what they got

Just play the music 'til I'm falling asleep

By any means is the same rules I play by

Cause slowing down ain't no option for me

So I just stay up and write songs all night long

And turn all these lights off, it's Dark Therapy

Verse 2:

I'm going in I'm bout to burst through the door

There ain't nobody bringing a dope verse anymore

I've been seeing a lot of these other people be chopping it up

But there ain't no clarity to their words anymore

I can't even listen but I been planning to get it

Right from the very beginning back from the birth of the boy

Tryna come up from nothing and I'm just stuck in the gutter damn it

I come from another planet to Earth to destroy

But I was put in this body with other human babies

I was forced into a society that I truly hated

I would try to fit in but had a problem communicating

So I became the one every person avoids

I try to cope with it by drinking another bottle

To try to kill the pain up in my brain it was coming out of

I try to do better but everyday was become harder

To scrape up another dollar I'm searching for coins

'Cause I don't get paid just, gotta look in my cup holder

I live in a place that, I gotta keep guns loaded

I really hate this, I'm feeling anxious

I never blaze shit, but got a few blunts rolled up

I need a plane trip, no I need a space ship

Ain't heard of me anyway, I ain't got any fame yet

So I gotta get up I gotta try to escape this

(Yeah) And that was when I first made a choice

And then I just stay isolated, I'm hidden for weeks

And I sit and listen to beats until it just hurts from the noise

Get a coffee to keep me up and I pour me another cup

When I'm struggling coming up with the words of my voice

But I gotta do something, I don't know how to begin it

Because I feel like a car that ain't got no battery in it

But I know I gotta get up because I have to be winning

Before I'm ending up buried down in the dirt in Detroit