[Chorus]

I wanna turn up till I can't, smoke dope till I faint

Bitch I'm past my date, ion wanna hear shit that you say

You just wanna watch me seal my fate

[Verse]

These niggas try compete with me, I'm competing with myself

And that says a lot coming from me, because I still dont love myself

Up two days fighting these demons, only to realize it’s myself

I can't even focus on my health

Man I think it’s more than help

Put my all into this shit and they still say it ain't my best

They be tryna compare me with the rest

Up day and night I can't even rest

Struggling with the cards that I'm dealt

Look up at the sky and realize that it’s nothing else

I can't even blame nobody, only blame myself

I can't even blame nobody, only blame myself

[Chorus]

I wanna turn up till I can't, smoke dope till I faint

Bitch I'm past my date, Ion wanna hear shit that you say

You just wanna watch me seal my fate

You just wanna watch me seal my fate