Released on June 5, 2020

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[Verse]

I’ve realized that celebrities are unstable creatures

Built up to be these people that you’d love to meet em

I heard a story about Lindsey Lohan on a flight

Making sounds so loud that you didn’t have to see it

But they agreed that she was making love

Fame sure enough, makes you get away with things you wouldn’t have dreamed off and so we want

Everything including special treatment

Security procedures, That have to be kept as secret

And we have always told our mothers some story how we will make them proud

That fame and money is coming it’s just been making rounds

And we been patiently waiting at the back of the line

Waiting for that 30 seconds of fame so give it time

See at the moment my patience’s being put to the test

I shot my shot and I swear that my shit’s coming in wet

So I just gotta keep on, and trust the process

The things that make the most sense, are often usually noted


[Chorus]

Yeah That’s why I keep a journal on my person, and if you see me hurting

Just know that I deserve it

I mean, I ain’t perfect but lord knows that I try

And if you make my funeral please make sure that you cry

Cause I, I, I, I

I know that I ain’t perfect

I’m building something monumental that’s why I be working

And when it comes, always say that I deserve it

Cause lord knows I ain’t perfect nigga

Lord knows I ain’t perfect yeah


[Verse]

A bunch of strangers thought my music was cool, and so they bought me a house

Lined my pockets with money, and got me out of the south

Took me to North America, see what that was about

Brought me a lot of good change, which I’m figuring out

Yeah, things we hope to say that haven’t happened

You can blame a lot things but you can’t blame the talent

Maybe the stars were not aligned if we are being candid

Maybe you gotta own it first before you get to have it

Yeah, but all in all things have been going well

Things have gotten within my reach like the knights of the vale

Things have been changing for a nigga if you couldn’t tell

So all in all I’d have to say things have been going well

Spending nights with good friends with a bunch a refa

Bottle of vodka shared in Dubai with a new lit shesha

Hoping that it will be enough that the things we believe in

Will lead us to fame and money and their constant allegiance


[Chorus]

Yeah That’s why I keep a journal on my person, and if you see me hurting

Just know that I deserve it

I mean, I ain’t perfect but lord knows that I try

And if you make my funeral please make sure that you cry

Cause I, I, I, I

I know that I ain’t perfect

I’m building something monumental that’s why I be working

And when it comes, always say that I deserve it

Cause lord knows I ain’t perfect nigga

Lord knows I ain’t perfect yeah