Verse1:

Dwell into my mind but tread carefully

If you weren't there for me

Then I put you on thin ice

We never ask for this it's all just a grim slice

And here I am just tryna make the best of it

The mic's all I have I've yet to make a mess of it

So fuck the rest of it

I'll leave it shambles

To gamble

With dreams that tend to be wishful

Visions I'll die at the end of this epistle

I maybe better off shooting you

But dropping this shit is something I couldn't do

Id never be proud

Kept my head in the cloud

And always talk loud

That's why I speak softly

This anger feeds off

Everyone keep off me

Cuz I hate

When I fail to accomplish what's on my plate

Reaping my family sins

As this whirlpool spins

Hook:

And Every time I take a step I seem to fall

And every time I take a step I seem to fall

And every time I take a step I seem to fall

And every time I take a step I seem to fall

My thoughts are just too obscure to ever dream at all

Verse 2:

I take a look at my bloodline

And see everything I hate in their veins is the same one that's in mine

The selfishness, the hate, and all the lust for power

Blood composed up of nothing more but a coward

The same blood that won't let me look at myself

Without being blinded by wealth

And see everything it's done to give into all of our greed and envy

Same blood that leaves me empty

And I know it's a bitter way to look at all this

But it's the blood that shows me ignorance is bliss

So if I never had rap on my side

Would I be like my cousins and deal in homicide?

I wonder went on in his mind after he let the shots rang

Wonder if my cousin told her kids goodbye when the cops came

Now one's serving life with no chance of parole

And I understand it's hard to have self control

But that shit can cost twenty five to

Kat had two abortions so why didn't I die to?

Is it coincidence

Or is their some significance?

I dont know that's why I'm asking not answering

The same way I don't know love is so I let the dancer in

Every woman I talk to feels like I'm pandering

Diving head first into distractions

These rhymes are just reactions, of what I might fear

The dancer whispers sweet nothings in my ear

She never disappears

Promising love and safety

I never listen as a lately

Nothing's definite even she's a maybe

Loving you isn't what I was sent for

The hate is real it's what these rhymes are meant for

Once you get to the roots you see things fall apart

Until I know the answers it's solitude at heart

All my bridges have burned down

Karma's what I've earned now

Within reach of my desire

Grasp it turns to ash from the fire

Hook:

And every time I take a step I seem to fall

And every time I take a step I seem to fall

And every time I take a step I seem to fall

And every time I take a step I seem to fall

My thoughts are just too obscure to ever dream at all