(Verse 1)

I sit in school writing a song

Looking back in my life asking what went wrong

I wonder why I'm so sad, why don't I have the happiness I once had

I remember the days in my past, it was just me, my brother Landon and the imagination we had, now i stand here hating my dad

An agglomeration of anger, an abomination of rage is all that I am, I got an aberration, I'm a fucking basket case

I got sent to a group hope to battle my ways, in the next room there was a kid in plain sight masterbating

The staff always placed me, in rooms with kids who would agitate me, one man tried to date me, how is this place suppose to change me, mom

The therapist there told me I only attack lady's, my sister and my mom, he's right about that maybe, well he was but now that ain't me

After all that I returned to acting crazy, my autocratic dads pissed cuz I don't know how to build a fucking cabin, I do one thing wrong and he starts laughing

"Ha kid, I'm better off getting help from a dam stick, you don't know what the fuck being a man is, every time I tell you to do something your brain goes static

Even if I explained your problem you would be enigmatic, its fantastic you survived this long without getting your ass kicked"

Yah my dads a dick, he thinks I'm a faggot but I'm not, I'm just

(Hook)

Antisocial

My past just blows yo

I wanna be on my own

I'm much more happy solo

Im Antisocial

Leave me alone, go

I travel this road alone

Too bad yolo

(Verse 2)

I may look loco, you may think I'm a homo, but this is what getting banned from home did to my dome tho, its like my brain is a fucking catacomb

I literally didn't want to explain this so bitterly, but life's a bitch to me, but I'm a pitiful kid you see, I'm a quitter and I make some illiterate raps, new song, am I gonna finish that, or will it just be littered trash

I finished one song in 3 years, I'll always be underground I fear, can't make beats, my voice is all you hear, are all you still here or did you get bored, walk away and fleer

"Cody no one knows you started, your weird, besides are you expecting anyone to cheer"

Its clear I ain't fit for rap, I'll never make it into my career, I'll never be loud enough for a famous ear, but I'll still try

One day some bitch made my sister cry, told her if it happens a second time, she better fucking hide, telling my sis to go home she's drunk, go home before you get stuck on a fucking railroad track you slut

No one will even know where your at because, I'm insane I'll slip shit in your lunch and drag you out the back of the cafeteria "its OK I'm bringing her to the hospital I'm serious"

Then to the tracks just in time for the train here it comes, but maybe I wouldn't do all that and I'm delirious

All I know is I'm purely just..

(Hook)

Antisocial

My past just blows yo

I wanna be on my own

I'm much more happy solo

Im Antisocial

Leave me alone, go

I travel this road alone

Too bad yolo

(Verse 3)

I'll never be known to no one as anything more than a nobody

Cursed to be alone, I bemoan the choices I made, I've blown every chance to make people think I've grown

Dad mentally disowned me, back to the rez is where I was thrown by my mom for the second time, I just hope I can find a way to cope before I blow my fucking brain out

Imagine a cold rainy day, there's a kid who just wants to run away, he has nowhere else to go so he stays, with a dad who, wishes his son was a different way or really far away

His dads a dick, the kids mad at him, but if he says something he"ll get beat bad yah I'm that kid

Mom get me out of here, help me, "no at my house with you its not healthy, Cody your sick, your brain is in an insane state, I don't even wanna be in the same state as a kid who made a hate song about his own mom so just stay away"

But I've made a change, I've put on my big boy pants and a thinking cap, I'm gonna wrangle this hate and rage

The very evil that made me this way

I think about ways to manage my anger desde dia a noche

My life went down like an airplane in a dangerous storm, mayday mayday

Sometimes I stay up late and cry

Cuz I don't want to live with my insane ways

A little fucking help would be nice "blade skull" Hey! Don't ever fucking say that name, I'll use my steel toe boots and break your legs

Sorry mom, see these kids at school, only wish they were cool, but they're bitches I wasn't threatening you

Remember that letter I sent you?

If you read it none of it was true

I just missed you and wanted to be missed too

What am I feeling? This is new

Its regret its a little overdue

But won't get rid of it, like that library book I overused

And no matter what I say or do, or how many cuss words I use, just remember I love you, but your support in this loneliness sucks too so also fuck you

Fuck everybody!

Its lonely to be

(Hook)

Antisocial

My past just blows yo

I wanna be on my own

I'm much more happy solo

Antisocial

Leave me alone, go

I travel this road alone

Too bad yolo

(Ending)

I love you mom, I can't say that to many people...