Release

By Zay Doe

On Evident

Released on February 9, 2018

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[Intro)

Love in my heart

Heart of my soul

I know

I know

I gotta go

It’s time for the show

No longer living in the past

Can’t look back no more

I gotta grow

I gotta glow

Yes I gotta go

Yea yea


[Chorus]

I'm releasing it

All that pain I had up in my heart

Girl I loved you from the start

But you made loving you so hard

I'm releasing it

Everything that we ever went through

I can't turn my back on you

Just know I cannot fuck with you

I'm releasing it

Pressure too high

Look me in the eye

You'll cry but you still lie

I'm releasing it

Moving on

Yea it's only right

Reaching new heights

Baby it's my time

Now I gotta shine


[Verse 1]

Was sick of trying for the longest

So I kept it quiet

All that I been through like a pitch with the wind behind it

A heart of diamond and a soul made of gold I am timeless

Hole in my soul? Cannot find it

Looking for love? You won’t find shit

What can I do?

I got betrayed on some other shit

Every girl ever since done been the opposite of heaven sent

Ain’t even relevant to say I love relationships

I’m meaning no disrespect but I can’t give my heart to another bitch

That’s how I felt yesterday

Way yesterday

The sun been coming out & clouds ain’t looking grey today

Can’t hold no grudges

T I love you & I gotchu covered

Don’t want no others but I know that I’m gon find another

Someone who fuck with me the way you fucked with me

Someone who like to touch me how you touched me

I’m yet to see somebody more lovely

I just hope that motherfucker know about some loyalty

Know how I’m flowing

You claiming love

I saw motives

You probably thought I wouldn’t notice

And played me like I was poker

So bogus

You were my lotus

Love dried out while we were growing

Then washed away like an ocean

I don’t stay by an ocean

But somehow I’m barely floating

Soul scorching but my heart is freezing

Stress shaking me like a seizure

Get bored with small talk so easy

I even supersize greetings

Must practice what I be preaching

All that extra pain Im keeping

That’s what the fuck I’m releasing


[Chorus]

I’m releasing it

All this stress I got up on my brain

Shit won’t never change until I let it go and do my thing

I’m releasing it

Had to learn that people really change

Talk down on my name

But I got a crown I gotta claim

I’m releasing it

Never worried bout the jealousy

Niggas hate on me

Every day but I ain’t losing sleep

I’m releasing it

Everything that ever held me back

Real me

Only me

I ain’t never looking back


[Verse 2]

Niggas be screaming blasphemy

When I call em frauds

Knowing they don’t care for me

That’s the real tragedy

Can’t even roll in peace like Kodak

Can you picture me caring what you think of me

I’m my biggest critic

What you say I been said to me

It is my destiny

You the child

So I gotta reach every thing I’m fantasizing bout

In my dreams

On this beat I’m Mr. Clean

This is Russell Wilson in the 4th quarter scrambling

Hopping on this beat like a trampoline

Feeling Melo

Anthony

Fuck depression

Fueled my insanity

Let it go now people saying why you change on me

Well damn you know I had to get better eventually

From the depths I arose

To the peaks I may reach

It is one thing fasho

That I hope you learn from me

All the pain in your soul

Soon will come release

Soon will come release