Released on January 17, 2020

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[Prod. by Zachary Caesar]


[Verse 1]

I feel good from the worst

Ain't even drugs, all these bitches wanna flirt

I feel, I feel, bad for the work

What I put you through, ain’t nobody had to do for some work, and


[Bridge]

I feel, I feel, I feel brain-dead

Ain't nobody told me nothing that I ain't ever said

Hope to god that the needle I’m walking on is a thread

If anybody can hear me, just hear me out till I'm dead


[Chorus]

I been, I been, I been brain-dead

I've been searching for the answer, when all of it's in my head

I've been stranded for the better, when better's been in my bed

I've been looking up at idols, when really I should've led, and


[Verse 2]

I’ve been feeling quite sick

Damage to the dome, never felt it like this

Feels like, feels like I’ve been running circles

Straight up doing back flips

Just to make the hurdles

To that I say, c'est la vie

To clean debris, ain’t no other feeling that's free

Than trusting in me, when just around the corner there's three

That plotting on me, Asking who the sender was

It was a better me


[Verse 3]

I've been worried for my sister, my family across the board

Never knew what I knew ’till they knew what I'm bleeding for

In fact, I've been feigning more

Fact, I've been seeing more

Seek the light in your eyes, you're the prize that they screaming for, yeah


[Chorus]

I been, I been, I been brain-dead

I've been searching for the answer, when all of it's in my head

I've been stranded for the better, when better's been in my bed

I've been looking up at idols, when really I should've led, and

I been, I been, I been brain-dead

I've been searching for the answer, when all of it's in my head

I've been stranded for the better, when better's been in my bed

I've been looking up at idols, when really I should've led, and