[Verse 1]
Eating way too many sweets
Been mentally stuck in last week
Don't feel like getting out of bed
I pray to the thoughts in my head
My friends need to stop texting me
I wish they didn't remember me
Skater boy stuck in my head
Maybe I'm better off dead
Dead
[Chorus]
I want to find something in my life
I need more than this fading high
Need it to stay with not a price
That makes me feel just more alive
That makes me feel just more alive
That makes me feel just more
[Verse 2]
I block them out and they feel out of reach
Yeah, it's become my [?]
Hard to keep mе on a leash
Can't just self-distract
I feel like it's a need
Need
[Chorus]
I want to find somеthing in my life
I need more than this fading high
Need it to stay with not a price
That makes me feel just more alive
That makes me feel just more alive
That makes me feel just more
[Bridge]
Stay away from me
I need some time to breathe
Fake scenarios
Taboo anxiety
Stay away from me
I need some time to breathe
Fake scenarios
Taboo anxiety
Stay away from me
I need some time to breathe
Fake scenarios
Taboo anxiety
[Chorus]
I want to find something in my life
I need more than this fading high
Need it to stay with not a price
That makes me feel just more alive
That makes me feel just more alive
That makes me feel just more alive
[Post-Chorus]
You make me feel just more alive
You make me feel just more alive
More alive
More alive
More alive