Lost in the middle of my mind again

Dim lights on our love will we shine again

Or am i doomed to drown in this heineken

I pray its the first

But i gotta thirst for the worst

Part of life

Its a cure

Am i right

Hope im wrong all along

She deep dives in the mind of men

And what she finds is a monument

Full of secrets

Full of pain

Full of weakness

Tied with chains

I gotta break free its all a game

Chess and checkers really not the same

And patience is somthing that i had to gain

And trust

Is somthing that i had to gain

I gotta keep her close

I gotta feed the beast

I gotta be the stone

That they could never move me

Just to get to her

Ever heard the phrase

Never leave a stone unturned

Well i never left a bridge unburned

Set fire to everything

Im married to chaos i gave her a wedding ring

The sound of its elegant

Its really not though

So how do i elevate

Dont wanna disintegrate

I wanna be here forever

I wanna illuminate

But somehow i ruminate

I think about shit like way too much

To the point i might selfdestruct

And turn everything in my path to dust

That means family that means us

One match lit the whole way

I could see for now until the day x2

One match lit the whole way

I could see for now until the day x2

Tryna figure out a way to rise again

Cuz I been down and out

My Achilles heel

Is really is real

A giant still a giant

Even when he kneel

That’s forreal

I always destroy before I build

Demolition within

Is the reason we in

This pridacament

Step on top boy tear a ligament

It’s imminent

I’m militant

I’m not tryna be savage cuz I gotta worry bout collateral damage yeah

Down and out but I manage yeah

Down and out but I manage yeah

We feel the pain when I get passionate

I should put the energy into passing them

Cuz all of my energy gon make her get rid of me

See I’m the epitatome

Of focused stupidity

I look at my fam like

They are the enemy

I look at the fans like they aren’t into me

Look at the Hennessy

Swig it and enter these

Wickedest thoughts whoah

Mind of a lost soul

I need a laso

To pull me back

To where I’m at

Or posed to be

I always seem to hurt those

Close to me

It comes from a place of rage

Built for days

Or maybe years

And mix with fears

It’s always like a Hell mixture

I don’t say shit I’m just kolishna

Unload the clip on em

Jack the Ripper

I’m an enygma

Nothing else

How can they say they know me

When I barely even know myself

That’s why I delve

One match lit the whole way

I could see for now until the day x2

One match lit the whole way

I could see for now until the day x2

I think I made peace with the past

Negativity will never last

Stared in the face of the beast

And I laughed