TRAGEDY - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

How many niggas you know stay in your mind?

How many niggas you think about?

How many times you done gave 'em yo' hardest?

Just to not ever have it figured out?

It's a tragedy that you seen yo' homie get killed

But losing to me is a bigger loss, (On God)

How many murders you seen?

How many bitches you bring in yo' house?

Ever seen a tragedy right on the scene?

How many niggas' names stay in yo' mouth?

I got a lot of questions and a lot of time

I put my heart and soul into my rhymes

I used to stay on the block with 50-100 chops

With 'bout 30 hoes all in my line, (30)

I put my all in this shit, I can't never fold

Trappin' is a tree that's difficult to climb

I'm trying my hardest for niggas

So it'd be a lie if they say I never tried

It's a whole lot of tragedies happenin'

Pop me a bean, and my vision start blackening

I'm that nigga that stay wit' a pole like I'm balloting

Got a shit-ton of problems I'm tackling, battling

I know that it's gon' take some practicing

But once I get it, let's make sure them challenges challenging

[Chorus]

I can't focus my mind on one thing with everything that's going on

Sometimes I gotta put myself first, you can't be my everything

I took risks in my life, too many niggas' names in my songs

I gotta focus on the big picture in life, gotta focus on one thing

It was a tragedy how he lost his life, but we can't get him back, boy, he gone

[Verse 2]

We ain't getting him back, boy, accept it

I dropped my heart in a well, and I left it

Too much baggage to carry, I kept it

I got shit piled up to the ceiling

I hate having to tell niggas how I'm feeling

Absence makes the heart grow fonder, but shit, I been gone for a minute

I got so much shit going on with me, hard to put it in a sentence

She not too happy about all my bitches

I tried to get it through, but shit was not clicking

It's too many problems for me

I try to find happiness in this shit

I don't think that this life is for me, hm

I can't fit all my problems into one ship

I gotta figure it out for myself

But who am I gon' call if I need help?

"It ain't gon' be nobody"

Is all I tell myself, mhm

'Cuz I know damn well can't nobody help me

It's hard to not care too much about your health and stay healthy

They say money don't buy happiness, but it's helping

I keep a smile on my face, but I'm helpless

I know I focus too much on myself, sometimes you just gotta be selfish

It's just sorry, not sorry

I know it's days where you don't wanna be around me

I live my life by saying "Fuck everybody"

I know you was looking for me, glad you found me, huh

I know it's still niggas who gon' clown me, yeah