Released on January 17, 2020

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[hook]

Man its hard for me to trust

When the girl that I loved

Took away my heart then left me in the dust

Yeah she left me in the background

But she back now

Cause she see making millions even if we minus all of the tax now baby

I know that she drive me crazy

Hopping out the 2 seater Beamer or Mercedes

But nowadays she won't go and go change me

Even if it means that it kills me daily


[verse 1]

I'ma bout to lose my mind

Sitting there deep thoughts late at night

Mind be sinking just full of suicide

Thinking of the memories how I waste my time

You told me all your feelings how you wanted to ride

Said if there's beef you'll back it till you die

But in my damn head you never spoke a lie

Till when I seen you with another guy

Yeah I shoulda known from the start

You was out tryna play with a mans heart

Starting up a game like you got a deck of cards

Only difference was it was me who's getting harmed

Guess its my fault yeah I never stay armed

Tried to stay cool but I guess I lost my calm

Really wish that I never took it this far

I hopped in the whip and I crashed my car

Yeah

Guess that's the power of love

Up late night feeling highs off drugs

Only time calm is when im fucked up

Nowadays guess I lost my trust

Yeah

I don't wanna feel no love

Shawty gonna get me fucked off drugs

One more sniff and my life is done

I don't wanna feel this life i'm under

Please don't kill me now im fucked up

Guess its you who broke my heart

And your the one who's meant to be

Your the one who's meant to be

Your meant to be my lover


[hook]

Man its hard for me to trust

When the girl that I loved

Took away my heart then left me in the dust

Yeah she left me in the background

But she back now

Cause she see making millions even if we minus all of the tax now baby

I know that she drive me crazy

Hoppin out the 2 seater Beamer or Mercedes

But nowadays she won't go and go change me

Even if it means that it kills me daily