Released on June 20, 2025

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[Intro: yuusef]

I never felt like this like, this before

It's never been this bad I'm on the floor

I need to find me a purpose

The thought of you oh is hurting

Oh my demons be lurking all night long

I told her I'm in love with

Pills and dope I'm a junkie

I need 6 pills to cope

I need an antidote

I want to make you cry

The way you made me cry

I'm always forgetting who I am

I never seen this much money

I know my dreams are all coming

I want revenge for all the people


[Chorus: yuusef]

That left me behind

That left me behind

I told her that I'm in love with

Dope and pills oh I'm a junkie

I get high to get you off my mind

But you haunt me, you haunt me

You haunt me all night, tonight


[Verse 2: SARM?]

Alot of courage being stubborn, its like that

You'll end up self-destructing if you don't manage well

I burn myself alot to learn the lessons I write about

Then I run it right back

Cause how it feels

We're born into this suffering, we yearn for our death

I know I smile, it gives you confidence when you've been through hell

I feel the safest when im scared

I feel the safest when im scared


[Pre-Chorus: SARM?]

Another kinda fire to burn

Under the surface of an old town bridge

That you promised we would leave

Tell me why i'm left behind

I'm left behind


[Outro: yuusef]

I told her that I'm in love with

Dope and pills oh I'm a junkie

I get high to get you off my mind

But you haunt me, you haunt me

You haunt me all night, tonight