diary - Intellectual

?, I'm losin' it

2 am

?, honestly

I don't know what I could say

I'm proud of you, ?

Think about it every day

Wake up one day

And it was all a dream

I don't wanna see you cry

Wipe the make up off your face

Told her "Look me in my eyes and tell me you've fucking changed "

Trust me I don't wanna fight

Tell me you'll be okay

I'm okay (x3)

Same shit, new day

Its getting fucking tiring

I don't, like me

So how can you admire me

I've been thinking about you, all day

I wrote you in my diary

If this is some kind of foreplay

Then I'm not really liking it

You say "you can have it your way

If thats the way you like it"

Movin' at a slow pace

Because I don't want to die yet

Goin' off the deep end

You just fucking dive in

Said "I'm okay, for now

I promise you I'll try it"

Wastin' so much money on the ride home

I should go to sleep before ?

I just spent 100 ?

You ?