Ashamed - Intellectual

[Chorus: Kill November]

Pretendin’ I don’t love you

Pretendin’ I don’t miss you

When I start to breathe

I can feel my heart bleed

Said I’m all you need

Now you got me on my knees

Oh baby begging please

Why’d you have to go and leave

Now we are the same

Alone and afraid

You fucked him and you felt no shame

Baby you should be ashamed

All these games that we play

All these lies that we say

Say you in it for the fame

She dont even know my name

[Verse 1: Kill November]

Missed calls on my phone

All these hoes that I don’t know

All the love you don’t show

Got me filling up my dome

[Verse 2: Yung Bless]

Hold up where the fuck you go

Left me in this room alone

Groupies knockin’ at the door

Told them just to leave me alone

Alone is where I wanna be

You not who I wanna be

With I know it’s hard to believe

It’s really not that hard to see

I’m ashamed of who you became

And ashamed of who you try to be

Don’t try to become apart of me

Can’t understand why you lied to me cause

You say that you love me, do you really mean it?

Love scars writing names upon the cement

Always end up fighting and I’m telling you to leave it

Now I’m praying please God give me one more reason

To live in this fucking life

Truth is that I wanna die

I don’t have a reason why

This feeling that I get inside

When it came to music you were always on my fucking mind

If you were gonna waste my time then why were you the first in line?