Bridge)

And alone in my room I sit and talk

Let my thoughts pay off with once I bought

I see darkness out the window I've

Realapsed to the point

Of living life

(Verse 1)

With my orb in hand

I reap what I wrote

Like the morgage man

Too deep in the horrors

Pray the mornin can

Bring light need a

Mormons plan

Flee to foreign land

Yeah I worry a lot

It's all the pot I smoked

And my Brain the stove top

Got a hot heavy head

And I'm not ready yet

But boiling over and sorry

Overthinking this mess

Sleep is dead

The night of mares

Repair the air

There catching dreams

Or so it seems to be

The caffeines fine

To wake my mind

But bags of eyes

Are getting dark

There Filled with greed No sleep

Hungry no

I know shows

Im poking bones

And moping loads

It's death I need

I don't want it or need it

Self harming myself

Me alone is affecting my health reminds me of times at School I got picked on

I would let it happen

The kid with the glasses

Getting attacked and

Punched in the back

Studying some shitty math

Was tryna impress

This girl in a dress

Ended up crying like The pussy I was

What the fuck was I thinking I use to be lost

Nothing has actully changed

I put myself in pain for the rhyme (fuck)

(Chorus)

And I can feel it around

The pressures pushing me down

As I collapse

I pin myself back

And these feelings of grey

Thought I took them away

But I was wrong

There with me every fucking single day

(Interlude)

But how the fuck I'm suppose to give a fuck when I don't even know what the day is

Sense I'm making bacon

I ain't got any I'm making none I'm sane as David is

You don't get it cause your mind is closed so just open your mind I can savour it

I'm just the omnipresence that you feel inside you fall like galiuth hard labour he did

(Bridge)

And alone in my room I sit and talk

Let my thoughts pay off with once I bought

I see darkness out the window I've

Realapsed to the point

Of living life

(Verse 2)

Life is not like

A box of chocolates cause

You know what Your gonna get

If Mental health

Was a candy Box

Your not gonna give it to your friend

Expections got complications

With another year past

Fuck education

Meds are raising now

Mood erasing

With emotions here fast

I kill temptations

I might just end it for the fuck of it

Pussy boy suck a dick

Cause your not running shit

Put a noose around your neck

Fuckers runnin no check

It's a stretch

To be best

When you sound like the rest

See all the irony

Its really sad to be

Rappin hypocrisy

Mocking myself

There's a difference

To em but frustrated as him

Cause I know what he's saying he castrated trapping

Ya

No more ciggerets for the boy

Never moved on I thought I saved the boy

I'm still stuck in noise

Fucking foot in the void

Think I struck a nerve

The Tars on the curve

Where my white flag at

Surpose to rise

Hidden behind rock the bog never died

I may be speaking nadsat

To me it's surreal

In my head I hear a cracking but I don't want to feel

(Chorus)

But I can feel it around

The pressures pushing me down

As I collapse

I pin myself back

And these feelings of grey

Thought I took them away

But I was wrong

There with me every fucking single day

(Outro) X2

Can my demons come back here to FACE ME

Thought it was over the pain inside the pitiful clouds

But the reasons I'm trapped here ITERNALY

Always cross over to why I write sounds