Released on June 11, 2022

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[Intro]

I love you, Ruken

Yeah, ayy, ayy, huh


[Chorus]

I'm really him, I bet you shocked 'cause I don't look like it

I think IG blackballed me 'cause I don't look lightskin

Anxiety inside my spliff, boy, I rolled a Tyson (Yo, who the fuck is Stepdad?)

Yep, yep (Huh?), yep (Huh?)


[Verse]

I was going through my trauma, so it never hit me

I could really run this rapping shit if— (Uh, yeah)

I could really run this rapping shit if I get hella gritty

Dumb as hell to be mad about the hardship, it was never pretty

Tried to blow some steam off to my manager, it was never pity

Bet my tombstone will say, "Damn, that nigga was never quitting"

Distracted by the money and the doja, it was never women (Yep)

I just used it as a tool, helped me keep my cool

She relayed the dopamine, so I got rid of JUULs

Checks from music pretty clean, so I got— (Yeah)

Checks from music pretty clean, so I got rid of school


[Chorus]

I'm really him, I bet you shocked 'cause I don't look like it

I think I'm blackballed by IG 'cause I don't look lightskin

Anxiety inside my spliff 'cause I rolled a Tyson

Bitch, yep


[Outro]

Gang, gang, gang, gang