shadows - Intellectual

[Intro]

YAGA BEATS been popping

Are you gonna tell your parents? About the pills?

(Lately I've been down again)

(Drown it out with some pills then I fall down again)

(I don't know why I always feel so fucking out of it)

(I wanna stop this but I end up falling back again, I never asked for this)

I'm trapped behind the shadows on the walls

I got a different story for all of my scars

It goes right inside my veins, I guess that's why I ain't changed yet

Maybe I could talk about it if what's on my chest would weigh less

Oh, I'm feeling weightless

I got traumas that I've hidden in my basement

Of all the times I've wasted, I don't wanna waste this

I only got one life, don't wanna spend it wastеd

Don't wanna waste this, I'm feeling hated

I've been low, I don't think that I can takе this

The fog surrounds me, it's like I've been shaded

My heart's been empty, I've been feeling vacant

I fucking hate this, I always fall right back

At the end of the road and then I fall back off the track

All my life I've been broken, it's like I've spent it in a cast

I don't talk about the future cause I ain't really had a blessed past

But I'm grateful for everything I have, I'm grateful my mom sober

And I got to see my dad, I'm grateful for the friends that help me

When this shit gets bad, and I'm grateful for my life cause

I got close to points where I couldn't have it back

But lately I've been down again

Drown it out with some pills then I fall down again

I don't know why I always feel so fucking out of it

I wanna stop this but I end up falling back again, I never asked for this