[Verse 1]

Wake up 7 am

I wanna feel like I'm myself again

I wanna be like me when I'm with my friends

I wanna feel like I'm not like my friends

I wanna be like him

You wanna be like her

We should be like them

I wanna be like

I wanna feel like me

You make me feel tense

We're not even friends

We're not even anything

We're not even we

We're a whole lot more than dense

We don't make no sense

We're not even we

We're not even friends

We're not even friends

I just wanna be normal again

[Verse 2]

FaceTime hasn't been the same since

When we talk you just lose patience

When we talk I fucking hate it

When we talk we just don't say shit

Don't say shit important

Don't like me 'cause I'm boring

No, you don't like me 'cause you're scared

You love the attention, but you don't care

Our friends tell me that you changed up

My friends tell me that I'm not there

My parents put me on those meds

That make me feel like life's not fair

No, I'm not codependent I'm a fucking ghost

I wanna fucking end it sometimes

I'm not pessimistic, I'm just realistic

That all my life's not mine

I won't play my mom this song

'cause she's still worried I'm not fine

And I'm not fine

But I'll be a better me this time

I'll be a better me this time

If you never wanna talk, yeah that's fine

I'll only live till I'm 25

But I promise we can act normal now

So I don't have to act blind