[Verse 1]

I still don't do drugs just antidepressants now

I needed medication because I was freaking out

I still am, It's been a year since the first half

But back then I was more worried with past tense

My future is the scary thing that's haunting me

Shoutout to my teacher last year that taught geometry

Listened to my album and told me that it had quality

And made sure that my parents knew that I was feeling somberly

And still almost failed me 'cause I'm really bad at math

Shoutout to my dad

Shoutout to the cat

It came back much skinnier and had me feeling sad

Looking in the mirror with my shirt off

I realized that I was looking bad

Still needеd to eat more

All my friends havе dropped

So it's just really I am me poor

The hell you I am me for

I'm finally single, but almost everyone's second choice

Ever since my ass got dumped been looking for a second voice

So shout out to Mia and Ian and Jake and many more

Those handful of people are the ones that I'm still living for

And now I have a car that I can cry inside and maybe crash

I've grown up as a person, but I'm young enough to still get mad

At criticism of men and women who piss me off

At god and if he's real and my heart for being soft

And my legs for being weak and my spine for being tall

And at anybody and everything that's even here at all

'Cause it's still hard to love myself and I can't see how others do it

When your friends have better grades and sometimes treat you like your stupid

When you go to school and feel like no one feels the way that you did

And you lock yourself inside your room so you can be secluded

I make shitty songs that no one knows the words to not even me

But in a couple years I'll have to leave to go get my degree

I'll have a wife and kids and like a six figure salary

And always feel like shit because I fucking hate normality

I'd rather die at 25 than do something I hate

And leave college knowing that everything will prolly be ok

Because I'm perfectly fine with being sad and underweight

As long as I can stay at home and know that no one sees my face

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