[Chorus]

My shawty think I drink too much

My homies know I think too much

I crack a 40

Roll a dutch

Pop Ambien to sleep

I pour some out for all my team

I wear my heart out on my sleeves

A burden boy until I die

I hope it ends tonight

[Post-Chorus]

Oh, you do not know what the fuck that I've been through

Oh, writin' these songs just to vent 'bout my issues

Oh, you can tell by all the lyrics that I fuckin' miss you

Fuck all these feelings

I'd rather not deal

Pull up in the whip

Put my head to the steel

[Verse]

Oh, I'm sorry if you found out

Oh, I wonder how you're doing

Put the past right out my brain

I never will address a thing

Slowly decay by twenty-one

My soul will lead me to my grave

My hair is blonde, my heart is black

These bitches never hit me back

My headphones on as I walk alone

Through places

Used to call my home

I just wanna drink my life away with hopes that I won't wake today

I hate how people give a shit

Just let me rest in peace

[Chorus]

My shawty think I drink too much

My homies know I think too much

I crack a 40

Roll a dutch

Pop Ambien to sleep

I pour some out for all my team

I wear my heart out on my sleeves

A burden boy until I die

I hope it ends tonight

[Post-Chorus]

Oh, you do not know what the fuck that I've been through

Oh, writin' these songs just to vent 'bout my issues

Oh, you can tell by all the lyrics that I fuckin' miss you

Fuck all these feelings

I'd rather not deal

Pull up in the whip

Put my head to the steel