[Verse]

I’m playin' my music and I’m bumpin' myself

I’m paralyzed and I’m scared to die

And I’m tryna yell

Prepare the knives and I’m terrified

Every day feels like I’m in Hell

Save my soul that I’m tryna sell

I just wish someone would notice me

I don’t feel like I’m the man I’m supposed to be

Pick up the pen and the pad so I can flow to the beat

'Cause I don’t live in the present, I live in my head

“Austin you’re scaring me”

Oh, you don’t like what I said?

How 'bout I read a bedtime story to put you to bеd?

Or I could bury my issues and suffocate you to death

I havе a voice in my head, yeah he talks a lot

Says he’s the devil, like no, you’re just a thought

I remember cryin' on the floor when my ex left me

Oh guys, Austin’s gettin' deep, it’s very heavy

Guys, hush, you’re making me insecure

Jeez, Austin, you’re so innocent, and pure

You get on my nerves

Be careless for once, pain is honestly what you deserve

Guys, please stop, I’m losing my thought process

Austin, you overthink life, half of your raps are nonsense

I think you’re obsessed with depression

No I’m not

Dude, Javier and Justin know this

That’s why they laugh and think the shit you put out is trash

No, they don’t think that!

Sorry, Austin, it just be like that

Umm, you can’t rap!

Didn’t you once steal rhymes?

Oh, guys, that was one time! Let it go!

Didn’t you also cut yourself?

Okay, one time, let it go!

No, laughing at your pain is kinda fun

Hold up, wait, not done

Guys, I’m fucking done tryin' to prove it

I’m so lost, I try to be positive, but y’all pushed me to do it

Alright and you win

My persona is fake, I wanna be somebody I’m not

So when I’m the other person, I always think I’ll never make a mistake

Poor you, you only care about yourself

It’s not even like that, I just lost my mental health

Nah, nah, you playin' the victim

Can you just shut up?

Cohn Head called you out, you should go and diss him

I don’t want drama!

Gee, Austin, you never listen

I heard you loud and clear

Hey, what’s your name, again?

Oh hi, I’m fear

Why you still here?

I’m only here to let you know who you are

Just look back in the mirror

And as you sit and think life through, just don’t be mad at me

'Cause... I’m you...

What the fuck? No you’re not

You’re just a voice in my head, bro

Half the shit you do is, like, in your own control

I just felt that you’re mental a little bit, have fun