[Hook: Ghostface Pacifist]

I’ve been hurtin' so much

I find myself again for love

Sometimes I cry lookin' at the rain

'Cause all I really feel is pain

[Verse: Yesify]

I like to stay inside and avoid all my friends

They don’t know that I’m hurt, every act is pretend

Convincin' nobody 'cause they won’t comprehend

When I said when I quit everyday (Everyday)

I disappoint too many people

I took things out my girl 'cause I wanted us equal

I’m still on my quest, I feel regret in my chest

It hurt to think because I don’t think that I’m doin' my best

I used to be a happy kid

The negative mindset is hard to get rid of

What is love? (What is love?)

I was a happy kid until I started to climb inside my mind to see what I hide inside

Now I’m stuck here and I hope I survive

Drained feelin' is what I thrive (What I thrive)

Lies, lies, all I ever been told

I’m still waitin' to see who sticks by me when I’m old (Yeah)

My personality left, I’m like a whole new person

Not in a good way, but a depressed version

These thoughts cut deep like a surgeon

What if nobody thinks of me 'til I’m in a casket?

How could they answer your question if you never ask it?

I avoid thinkin' out loud 'cause I’m sure that you’ll trash it

[Refrain: Yesify]

I don’t feel brave, I don’t know me

Think I lost the old me

I do not control me at all (At all, at all)