[Tag]

Soul Stealer

[Verse]

Dear, suicide

I looked you in the eye

Yeah, I am that loser, I’ll always be that guy

It’s sad that it got to the point

Where I wanted to take my own life

I’d sit and cry, hangin' onto the edge of the knife

I suffer from depression, I release too much aggression

Carin' too much, it seems to be an obsession

So, let’s talk a walk, down memory lane

Before I met this girl, I was driven, in pain

She helped pick up the piеces of my life

We’rе doin' kinda bad, so I just sit and think at night

Suddenly things change, and I get worse

I can’t really express it so I lay it in a verse

Life’s running in a cycle, left on repeat

I be insensitive to something I cannot defeat

Be me for a day, step in my shoe

It’s hard to be confident

When your friends put you down more than bullies do

That’s just how I feel, but nobody will glance

I almost killed myself, but gave life another chance

3 a.m., I stepped in the tub

And turned on the faucet, I’m blank-faced and lost it

I went underwater, and didn’t want to come up again

What did I just do? Did I just commit a sin?

Next day, me and my girl have a fight

Then I bursted out, she gets mad and says, “goodnight”

Next day, I say, “hey”

She’s like: “What, bae?

I said, “Can we talk about it later?”

Then she’s like, “Okay”

I did this because life sucked and I had no enjoyment

She said, “I’m not mad, just disappointed”

I said, “things will change, and I will get better”

She looked me in the eyes and ignored me so I let her

Let me bring you to the present day

Where all good was still broken

I can’t breathe and I’m still chokin' (Still chokin')

Everyone’s got problems, no time for jokin' (Jokin')

Suicide will never strike you, just for the moment (Moment)

I’ll take control of my life, and yes, I will own it (Own it)

I will own it

I got everything that I want, but still not satisfied

But it takes time so I think that I’ll be alright

There’s people I wanna shoutout, I won’t mention names

But, sincerely, Austin Hames

(Soul Stealer)