fester - Intellectual

[Intro: yehon & mitsu]

Close my eyes

Try to forget about you tonight

Keep the cup always full

So I'll never have thoughts I can fight

Oh, it's not complicated (It's not complicated)

My eyes keep dilating (My eyes keep dilating)

Snakes and earrings (Snakes and earrings)

Oh, you're incomparable

[Verse: yehon]

I pack my cigs, and lighter, and my pills for the day

I'm barely hangin' onto the rope that I belayed

I've lost enough, so don't expect some time out my day

Keep pushin' through it, but shit ain't work

All my meds are makin' me stupid

I'll slip up once, smoke in my lungs, the way I cope is inhuman

Relapse bеcame a plan for every minor inconvеnience

You'd understand if you took my stead

I'm gettin' tired of you keep comin' back

But not in person, girl, you're festerin' inside of my head

See you in dreams at night, even when it's bright

That's why I'm drinkin' until I'm dead

I know you wish that I would take back all the words that I said

Can't stand the thought of you, my night is ruined, flooded with dread

So don’t say you're mine when you change your mind so often

Might as well just leave me for dead

You could call it what you want, but I know you're not the one

Tear me down until I'm numb, I'll just wait until you're done

I can see it in your eyes, love so fake under disguise

Baby, you know that I'm right, I'm right

You don't know me like I know you

I'm sick and tired of this damn ruse

You said you loved me, then why'd you hurt me?

I know it fondly, your words still hold me