Solitude - Intellectual

[Chorus]

Please tell me it wasn't so, I'd hate to up and go

Yeah, sometimes I'm on the edge, being gone ain't such a stretch

You're feeding off misfortune, sucking blood like a leech

I'm hating everything you do, fuck everything that you preach

I've been so hung up for some time, I'm just tryna let go

Cause I've been trying for a while but seems I ran out of rope

Rocks by the dozen, green crushed into powder

Bitch, I can never turn it down, I'm just making it louder

I've found it's helping all my problems, make a man feel empowered

I'm on the top of the world for a couple of hours

Trapped inside a cycle, you just do it again

Cause it's a never ending session you just start to accept

Like motherfuck all what you know and everything that you love

And I can promise once you're back, everything will be done

Not a sense of recognition, something there is missing

I just don't know what it is but something's feeling kinda different

Think it's just the fact that you're spending all your time

Killing everything inside just for you to feel alive

Please tell me it wasn't so, I'd hate to up and go

Yeah, sometimes I'm on the edge, being gone ain't such a stretch

Wishing that was me instead, I just wanna trade

My position with another better person who had gave

A couple fucks every time things gone and went awry

With a new routine and set of morals to abide

Fuck it, found myself caught in a slump

On the perch outside but I couldn't make the jump

I was right up on the corner, there was no looking back

I thought of all of my regrets and chose, I took it back

Flip a switch and turn it back, I'm going in reverse

Drinking every drop of truth and I'm quenching all my thirsts

Tryna bounce right back, got the nail in the coffin

And all the stars won't shine by the time I'm forgotten

No, I feel eternal, I just smile while I burn

A motherfucking second coming but they don't ever learn

I'm getting all the bad looks on my current endeavours

But I don't really give a fuck, I'm just going forever

Please tell me it wasn't so, I'd hate to up and go

Yeah, sometimes I'm on the edge, being gone ain't such a stretch

Please tell me it wasn't so, I'd hate to up and go

Yeah, sometimes I'm on the edge, being gone ain't such a stretch