[Verse 1]

For a long while now I don’t dread death

I won’t make till 30 I won’t hold my breath

I can feel it in my bones I can feel I’m getting bored

I can think of all the shit that I don’t wanna settle for

In then I’m out, whisper and shout

Heard YCK he don’t stop with the sound

How could anybody give a fuck bout me

And in spite of all the songs, they all wanna doubt me

Bruised up skin all my wounds cauterized

Everything I been through you could say I’m traumatized

Bitch don’t speak cause you ain’t qualified

Spit murdering words you could say it’s homicide

Last made attempt wanna change your appearance

You wanna bump the new me but you weren’t givеn the clearance

Whеn ya say what they say and then you do what they do

You’re like a whole nother clone straying far from the truth

[Chorus]

I’m not any new messiah

Removed call me the pariah

I’m not any superhuman

Deceived by my own delusion

I’m not any new messiah

Removed call me the pariah

I’m not any superhuman

Deceived by my own delusion

[Verse 2]

Cold on the couch still got a pound

Of the Snow White dream but I feel out of bounds

Might be sick though I ain’t concerned

When that’ll be the last time that I take your word

Spilled my drink then I spilled my guts

Won’t be so sure that I die by drugs

If I do that tread light till I go

Better that way than a dull knife to my throat

Been three weeks no physical contact

Outta sight outta mind no visual contract

No hands held got a personal bubble

And when it’s dark outside I’ll be looking for trouble

Metabolizing all of the poison I put inside me

I’m a fucking lone wolf and these people they won’t invite me

Don’t need a set cause I won’t play at a party

I’d rather get blacked out I’ll be sippin' Bacardi

[Chorus]

I’m not any new messiah

Removed call me the pariah

I’m not any superhuman

Deceived by my own delusion

I’m not any new messiah

Removed call me the pariah

I’m not any superhuman

Deceived by my own delusion