Gazing at the moonlight

I could take a few nights

All alone to figure out

What I'm gonna do right

I’m dead and broken

It's something you can't fix

I’ll roll with the ocean

An emptier canvas

Times I wanna let go

Every minute spent so

Hard to overcome it all

Drown it out with benzos

There's a lot I said though

Every chance I get no

Way to say my sorries cause

I already spent those

You could only fake empathize

With my feelings

I don't wanna be hanging high

From my ceiling

I can't help when I fantasize

All those moments

Wishes that I made catalyzed

When I wrote it

Gazing at the moonlight

I could take a few nights

All alone to figure out

What I'm gonna do right

I'm dead and broken

It's something you can't fix

I’ll roll with the ocean

An emptier canvas

Go with the punches

Having your fun it’s

No big deal if I

Die in combustion

Take all the bad names

It's such a sad day

Till I do depart

I’ll be paving a pathway

Gazing at the moonlight

I could take a few nights

All alone to figure out

What I'm gonna do right

I'm dead and broken

It's something you can’t fix

I'll roll with the ocean