[Verse 1]
The inner machinations of my mind are an enigma
My self imagination making lines are but a stigma
A fighting aberration in my brain, need no militia
The distant fabrication of my psyches lack charisma
Swim around a sea of doubt, a nautical creature
While we sip and skip our class and getting caught in the bleachers
Sold a couple CD's like I’m a proximal seeker
Don't trip bout me, I need responsible teachers
Holding back a heart attack, I started tracking karma that's
Exactly what can happen when you’re lacking common sense
Sold a pack of artifacts, I bargain back and market
Don't attack me for my rapping when you're shooting my defense
Lack a soul like whack a molеs, these motherfuckеrs beaten
Retreat to paradise, I see the garden of eden
And won't return, I won't allow myself to turn right around
I won't collect all of my shit when they'll be guiding it down
[Chorus]
I hope there's an afterlife, all my needs unsatisfied
Never really got to live, foundations about to give
Why am I the losing one? Pain or death, I’m choosing one
We’re so irreversible, I might take it personal
[Verse 2]
Instigate to indicate, distaste, I've got to say
Dissipate, discrimination, that’s the fucking way
This big mistake the system made, it's getting hard to innovate
And it's debated, it's the same as everything they imitate
I’m a missionary, visionary, comparing hysterics
Leave em doubting all my merits, got me feeling embarrassed
Nobody left to cherish, I'm sensing the people staring
I got nothing out my larynx, better hold while I perish
Contaminated vaccination, this medicine I've been tasting
Wasted half the tube but then I went and replaced it
Fuck a product placement, I don't want your dirty money
Started out as just a joke and now they're talking bout me funny
Sorry, I'm just looking, I'm tryna get something deeper
Interpret that as interest, mistaken all my demeanor
Responsible acts, well, that's the shit I'm avoiding
Cause there ain't all that much in life that I've been truly enjoying
[Chorus]
I hope there's an afterlife, all my needs unsatisfied
Never really got to live, foundations about to give
Why am I the losing one? Pain or death, I'm choosing one
We're so irreversible, I might take it personal