Released on July 10, 2020

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Don’t wanna talk won’t negotiate

I been cutting off friends I dissociate

Done it one time I’ll just do it again

I’m not much of an importance I won’t make amends

Put me out like a burnt cigarette

And every time that you speak yeah it’s so indirect

Well you got a point across never much never right

No one ever said that I’m so hard to be liked

Expectations the fear’s so great

They all watch my moves while they stare and they wait

I don’t care much if I die not liked

I just want a few minutes in the damn spotlight

I’m sick of these motherfucking pyramid schemes

And the amount that’ll go well you wouldn’t believe

Illegitimate wishes they got no god to consult

Yeah the devil works hard and he’ll be joining your cult

While I watched the world collapse

I took a seat nothing will last

Gardens grow and die alone

These withered trees and chiseled stone

I once had met a man and everything he had earned

They took away and every penny gone without a word

Nothing added up but the fact I had learned

Is bad shit happens everyday that we don’t deserve

My depression is permanent I was kicked to the curb and it’s

Such a shame no one cared my belief is affirmative

That my view of a courtesy has no weight or a permanence

All the fucks they give the amount’s indeterminate

Time is a construct that humans enact

It’s our perceptive attempt to keep the real intact

But I don’t know the standard rules that they follow and set

The true meaning of the world ain’t discovered it yet

All the finer fibers line inside of my pockets

I’m not surprised no eyes ripping out of my sockets

I’m on a thin tightrope you can bet that I’ll walk it

Well they don’t care bout me when they’re switching the topic

While I watched the world collapse

I took a seat nothing will last

Gardens grow and die alone

These withered trees and chiseled stone