Released on December 18, 2022

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[Hook]

And that's real shit (Hey)

Runnin' up a bag, I'ma feel shit

Turn it all to ash, tryna heal shit

Talkin' out your ass, I don't feel shit


[Verse 1]

See, I've watched dust set on the lips of the pariah

It's too many gems dropped jaded to the advice

See, I've had a couple people say I look like the Messiah

Same answer every time, "Maybe if he was white"

Let me say it to you kind, shit was never alright

I'm gettin' better with time, my limits are ever rising

Been strung along, I'm thinkin' I can hold myself

I feel this tugging, I don't know if I control myself

My hands of clay, these new forays are how I mold myself

Fell into them folds and let me fold myself

Pleasure seek my goal, that time was stolen, watch this gold I melt

Beneath my soul, too late, I'm sold

I know it's generations old, I can't even scold myself

I watch my father see himself in Trump

Delusions of grandeur, reduced to a man that can't handle the truth or a standard

You can't just blame the world for changin' that's just stupid, pops

Propaganda streams run in them memes, are you immune or not?

See me, my new pursuit of knowledge underway

Never fancy me the family guy, I tend to cut away

My disconnect was underplayed, growin' up with nothin' sacred

Everything I was, I barely bear to see my mothers face, nature took her cub away

Midwest misplaced me, I ain't faithful to no fuckin' state (Huh)

Thinkin' bout how it started simple (Ayy)

I could piss an arc 'bout how we arc the missiles (Ayy)

No official art, it's all so artificial (Ayy)

My condolences, my life is underwritten

My assignment one-dimensional, they lined me up to get it

Catch me code switchin', bitch I'm dicin' up the script

If your alignment unconventional, survival of the fittest, good luck (Bitch)


[Hook]

And that's real shit

Runnin' up a bag, I'ma feel shit (Feel shit)

Turn it all to ash, tryna heal shit

Talkin' out your ass, I don't feel shit

And that's real shit

Runnin' up a bag, I'ma feel shit

Turn it all to ash, tryna heal shit

Talkin' out your ass, I don't feel shit


[Outro]

Just know that no matter what

Your true feelings are going to shine through, so don't-

Don't let them get in the way of a real relationship

Everybody gets frustrated sometimes